It feels so good to be back home with Azwaj and the kids in Selangor, Malaysia, but yet it feels like I just left home where I was with my mother in Singapore. They say “Home” is where the heart is so I guess, in my case, I have two homes.
I miss my mommy when I’m here and I missed Azwaj and the kids when I’m in Singapore. It is especially hard during festive times like this when family matters most. Mommy wants me to spend Hari Raya with her and while I know Azwaj won’t say anything if I chose to do so, I just don’t have the heart to leave him alone on that night when everyone else is with their loved ones. The problem is I feel the same for mommy as well.
Ah the dilemma. If only I can be two places at one time. Life would simply be perfect!